Sorry for what I did

Never meant to hurt your feelings

will you miss me when i'm gone?
will you think of me when i'm no more by your side?

but time for us is here
why should we waste it if i'm giving you forever

will you ever whisper my name again? and long for me again?
will you ever touch my lips? and ask for another chance again?

yup... my beer :P

how can i make you understand
and make you believe that this feeling wont subside
i'm standing here by the window
staring outside
waiting for your return
fears are taking away our waves
surfing isn't easy without your faith

how can i make you realize
what i'm trying to make you believe is not our yesterday
but will be our tomorrow

i'm so close to drowning, but you're leaving me stranded
yet you may not have the strength to accept this faith
but i'm here and i'm kneeling down and giving a vow
someday we'll walk that aisle

you were that one person i can never do without
someone that i wanna keep for the rest of my life

 

 

it's 1:42 am and i'm missin u
i'm here... just thinking of you
i know you're sleeping right now... just wish you can hear me somehow
if only i can tell what i feel inside....
i'm wishing you were here... here... right now by my side
if only i could let you know that i still cry for you...
that my heart is longing for your return
i'll just wait for the time you will say "i'm home"
i know i'll be happy just one knock at my door.
damn! i just wanna say I LOVE YOU
believe me baby... all i need is you
you can call me crazy... but i know i'm in love with you
sad to say you left me... but i'm waiting at the door....
waiting for you to come home...

another romeo is bleeding
another life to bruise

i'm bored...
so damn bored....
finding a way how to make my self busy
trying to please my self
can someone catch me?
i feel so empty

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,

[Chorus:]
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over dosed on apathy burnt out on sympathy

[Chorus]

Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

[Chorus]

I'm my own worst enemy [x5]

so am i?
to you probably i am.... but you don't know me

i don't want this
i don't need this
this damn life is less ordinary
what am i fighting? i keep on losing
can you hear me? please, tell me cause i don't understand

i don't wanna be a fool to everybody
this damn life is so less ordinary
say goodbye to the world that i don't understand

i really need someone to help me
but there's no one out there, and i really don't think that they'd understand
can you tell me? am i going crazy?
i don't deny that i'm not strong, i just don't know what went wrong

i don't wanna fool everybody
but this damn life is so less ordinary
trying hard as i can to pretend that i can

i don't wanna fool everybody
but this damn life is so damn crazy
does it matter to them if i make it or can't?